Thursday, June 30, 2011

last game....


I'm damn sad today, last time playing badminton with my fellow friends....

Maybe you guys don't know why I played with a totally different style that I used to....

This time I've putted all my effort and energy into the game, I've exposed another me to others, who doesn't play any cheat and gives out all my strength ...
To be honest, this was the most excited badminton game I've ever played before....

I don't know what should I say to all of my dear fellow friends in Desa Parkcity, I think is the time to be honest with you guys now.... I did imagine before to play badminton with all of you after we all have finished our tertiary education and even we have our own family... but, it's just a dream, I'm building a meaningless white sand castle, which can be easily corrupt by a tiny wind.... However, it's time to wake up, everything become nothing....

What I meant is my dad has started planning to move from Desa Parkcity, and the new house is estimated to be done at next year, well , it means that I can no longer meet you guys after I've moved from here.

The second reason is my own problem, if and only if, I got a chance,  I wish to do a management training in USA after I completed my degree in SWISS ... and after that, I planned to work for other big hotel chain to raise my capital and open my own hotel....but all my plan will not be done in Malaysia....Neither I nor my family  know whether I would continue to be the citizen of this country or not...
I'll put all these for my faith to decide...

However, I hope we still can meet each other, no matter how long the distance is and how late the time is...
I long that we could play badminton as if we played at 30th June 2011 5-6pm....

à bientôt,mon ami......



Lim Shen, Mei Xi, Yi Loong, Zhi Cheng, Guang Jian, please don't let my tears flow out....

Friday, June 17, 2011

6 weeks left in Malaysia....

Haiz....there're still approxiamtely 6 weeks to go before les roches....

Now I really feel damn nervous and helpless, this is my first time go beyond without accompany by any of my friends and parents. All I know is some future classmate who I met from the facebook.

Nevertheless, the thing I worried is beginning to accumulate, how to keep up a good relationship with various man from different countries( even some country I ever heard before), how to keep a good track on my studies, how to be active in the school (as I was in my high school), and lots more.....

Well, I know I've stood no chance to get backwards, my tuition fees has paid,  flight ticked has been booked, formal suites are also bought. In order to fit into european style of living, I've tried to learn as many thing as possible, like tennis, piano, classical guitar, acoustic guitar, french, western cuisine, and more.....

I know I'm a stubborn and reckless guy, I can ever be the top of the school or even in the class.... but sometime I did imagine about that in my day-dream.... yet, only one target I care about is the future after I graduated from my school... I've to earn big money, no matter how hard it is...nothing can stop me, neither my family.

Even thought I've heard some rumors about student can't adapt to foreign country and get back to Malaysia. I don't know whether I could adapt to Swiss' culture or not, however, I can't give up my studies in Swiss owing to  my prestige and  reputation...

Now what I can do is be prepare to any kinds of situation and problem maybe faced in the near future....I must bent myself into this country and try to adapt myself in a new culture as well as practice their new way of teaching method...  AS I've been told by my parents as well as my counsellor trillion times....." You're going to study in a top three hospitality management university, you've to be the top as well " I hate these kind of words, dammit!

However, if you ask me whether I regret of leaving Chung Hwa, No way! I won't admit it, as this is the best choice I've made forever in my life, leaving Chung Hwa Independent High School!!!!