10 days to go.....

剩下10天了，我要告别这片我曾经经历了不少酸甜苦辣的土地
（讲真的，我目前的人生还是酸苦辣比较多，甜嘛。。。好像不到30%）

人生苦短。。。 我今天参加了我的大学的聚会， 看到几个未来同班的的同学。。。
大家都是富家子弟除了我， 全部都来头不小， 有的是酒店世家、有的财务经理、有的房地产经理。。。。
我在那里好渺小。。。

可是最重点的是有一个该大学的旧生告诉我们他在大学发生的点点滴滴。。。
唉。。。还不如不说，正常人都会称赞自己学校，就只有他一直在讲我们将要去的大学要面对前所未有的压力。。。。讲到我们选错大学浆。。。

他的悲惨遭遇：1。他一开始被分配到最小最旧的房间。
                            2。实习工作的时候，他被分派去一间最辛苦的农家酒店做工。
                            3。经济情况不好，什么都不敢买。
     。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。还有很多。。。
他竟然还劝我们在大学里不要相信任何人！ 他娘的！ 他有事吗？ 我去学东西呃，不相信人， 我跟动物学东西啊？
他的外表虽然很白，可是人格很黑暗呃。。。。

其实，我听了他的悲惨遭遇后， 我有偷偷在暗地里笑他咯， 他的人缘一定很差。。。。
哈哈哈哈。。。。史上最悲惨的大学生。。。。。太搞了！

不过我听说我的学校食堂的主厨是欧洲著名的pastry& desert chef 过后，兴奋得不得了， 可能是之前被中华的宿舍朋友恐吓过。。。

再来再来，我的房间每隔几天就有人帮我吸尘、换床单和大概打扫一下。。。天啊，这哪里像是大学生活，简直比假期还爽！！！

come on, 我是出淤泥而不染的！！！我一定会加油！隆中华忠班的脸我誓死守住的。。。

last game....

I'm damn sad today, last time playing badminton with my fellow friends....

Maybe you guys don't know why I played with a totally different style that I used to....

This time I've putted all my effort and energy into the game, I've exposed another me to others, who doesn't play any cheat and gives out all my strength ...
To be honest, this was the most excited badminton game I've ever played before....

I don't know what should I say to all of my dear fellow friends in Desa Parkcity, I think is the time to be honest with you guys now.... I did imagine before to play badminton with all of you after we all have finished our tertiary education and even we have our own family... but, it's just a dream, I'm building a meaningless white sand castle, which can be easily corrupt by a tiny wind.... However, it's time to wake up, everything become nothing....

What I meant is my dad has started planning to move from Desa Parkcity, and the new house is estimated to be done at next year, well , it means that I can no longer meet you guys after I've moved from here.

The second reason is my own problem, if and only if, I got a chance,  I wish to do a management training in USA after I completed my degree in SWISS ... and after that, I planned to work for other big hotel chain to raise my capital and open my own hotel....but all my plan will not be done in Malaysia....Neither I nor my family  know whether I would continue to be the citizen of this country or not...
I'll put all these for my faith to decide...

However, I hope we still can meet each other, no matter how long the distance is and how late the time is...
I long that we could play badminton as if we played at 30th June 2011 5-6pm....

à bientôt,mon ami......

Lim Shen, Mei Xi, Yi Loong, Zhi Cheng, Guang Jian, please don't let my tears flow out....

6 weeks left in Malaysia....

Haiz....there're still approxiamtely 6 weeks to go before les roches....

Now I really feel damn nervous and helpless, this is my first time go beyond without accompany by any of my friends and parents. All I know is some future classmate who I met from the facebook.

Nevertheless, the thing I worried is beginning to accumulate, how to keep up a good relationship with various man from different countries( even some country I ever heard before), how to keep a good track on my studies, how to be active in the school (as I was in my high school), and lots more.....

Well, I know I've stood no chance to get backwards, my tuition fees has paid,  flight ticked has been booked, formal suites are also bought. In order to fit into european style of living, I've tried to learn as many thing as possible, like tennis, piano, classical guitar, acoustic guitar, french, western cuisine, and more.....

I know I'm a stubborn and reckless guy, I can ever be the top of the school or even in the class.... but sometime I did imagine about that in my day-dream.... yet, only one target I care about is the future after I graduated from my school... I've to earn big money, no matter how hard it is...nothing can stop me, neither my family.

Even thought I've heard some rumors about student can't adapt to foreign country and get back to Malaysia. I don't know whether I could adapt to Swiss' culture or not, however, I can't give up my studies in Swiss owing to  my prestige and  reputation...

Now what I can do is be prepare to any kinds of situation and problem maybe faced in the near future....I must bent myself into this country and try to adapt myself in a new culture as well as practice their new way of teaching method...  AS I've been told by my parents as well as my counsellor trillion times....." You're going to study in a top three hospitality management university, you've to be the top as well " I hate these kind of words, dammit!

However, if you ask me whether I regret of leaving Chung Hwa, No way! I won't admit it, as this is the best choice I've made forever in my life, leaving Chung Hwa Independent High School!!!!

Yippy!!!!

最近喜事连连！！！！

我正式宣布我昨天passed 了我的JPJ  哈哈！！
今天我拿到了我的 Platinum Credit Card!!!!!!

明天正式拿到p 牌！

我人生的另一端旅程也差不多要开始了。。。。

帅到！！！

还有还有！！！

我从我爸的公司里逃出来了。。。
又可以变成无业游民两个月！！！！
太爽了！

现在有人约我出去，我远远都出！！！

明天顺便去拿我上个月的薪水。。。。

哈哈哈哈！！！今天简直就福星高照！！！

关心。。。

有时候，有人关心自己是幸福的。。。

可是就是有人就是不知道。。。

为什么人就一定要那么犯贱。。。。

为什么要等失去一切才懂得珍惜。。。

若要我对一个人残忍，我是随时奉陪的。。。只看对方想不想。。。。

我一直以来努力地维持和众多朋友之间的连系。。。
只是为了坚持我做人的宗旨：一个成功的人，只能结交朋友，决不能结交敌人。

有时，我也在想，应该收敛自己对别人的关心了。。。
不知道独行侠这条路，适合我吗？
我好累。。。

踏上酒店管理这条路真的要舍弃很多东西。。。

我自问跟我的死人老豆一样，是一个为达目的，不择手段之人。。。

就算全家阻止，我都不管。。。跟那个死人头一样，因为全家反对他初三休学工作，就离家出走， 闯到今天。。。

我在酒店做了三个月的工后，终于明白为什么酒店经理的薪水可以那么高了。。。
对一般人来说月薪rm 10,000++好像很多。。。

可是对我来说，他们付出的。。。 根本用多少钱都抵偿不了的。。。
作为一个经理要舍弃家人、朋友、健康、甚至自己的时间 。。。
只是这一点我就自愧不如。。。

我什么时候才能做到这一步，舍弃以切。。。我真的可以放下那么艰难结下的友谊吗？

So what.... Who cares...

Today,  I saw a post of one of my so-called "great friend" who lives nearby my neighbourhood....

According to her post, it's state that she just kicked out 2 friends whose name start with"A" and "P" from her world, now she's  going to kicked another "V"....

I started to think that is the "A" guy means me?

In her post, she said that she can merely accept some of her close friends go into her world, neither anyone.
She can't accept others threat her as a best friend and some more thinks that others try to encroach her world.

At the moment, I saw her post, I feel absolutely dissapointed and fade up with her.....

Can you imagine when you treat someone as a friend, yet he/ she treat you as an intruder....

Who she think she is.... She thought that people's kindness is what.... kind of cruel to her or what!!!
DAMM IT!!!

So what, who cares....

Nevertheless, if the "A" she mentioned really being  proven is me....I would rather .....

Depends on my mood .... I really don't what I would do when being said like an intruder.....

Depress.... Sad....

- 1 fried temporary

haiz....好友之一  ——林深， 今晚又要踏上去英国求学的旅程了，
其实相处了那么多年，不多不少，我们之间的友情也在无意之间越积越深了。。。

昨晚照顾了喝醉酒的林深， 才发觉到朋友的重要性，
看到他醉倒一直抱着马桶，拼命地吐，自己却无能帮助他，只能一味地扶持和安慰他。

我开始联想，如果当时醉倒的人换成是我的话， 林深又会不会这样做呢？
本来我真的讨厌这一号人物的， 每天只会说错话伤人家的心，又没有自治能力！

可是看到他倒地的惨状，又不忍心置之不理， 还是伸出援手。。。
扶这个醉公一把。。。
我为这段友情的付出，会有回报的吗？

我也知道不应该对任何的付出抱有一丝回报的奢望， 可是我真的是。。。
为了友情付出了太多了。。。
我现在也不懂应该给什么反应才好？

算了，让一切顺其自然， 若还留得住这个朋友就当是运气好，
若留不住就让一切随风而去。。。
反正我也没权干涉别人的生活。。。。
说到底也只是一个普通朋友。。。。